I wouldn't give up!

Today I meet my old friends. actually, I went to her house and got some rest after the classes on my university over. just a simple gathering, we talk a lot about what we already done a long time ago. the turns time goes so fast. we have our own life, story, job, and so many thing that make us look 'different'. One of my friends also came to this city because some reason of job. she try her new life with another experience of course. she walk want step over me by taking a job. and this day is her final announcement. is she get away the selection, or not? we were waiting for the result together.

at two a'clock in the afternoon, her friend called and tell the result of the test. we excited so much, and she curious even more. after waiting for a couple hours, her friend finally told that she fail for the test. we're shocked, this is not as expected. suddenly, her tears is falling down from her eyes. my other friend quite, and so do I. there is no words can prevent her sadness at this time.

"keep fighting girl! don't give up just because you got failed in this selection. will be a lot of change that you can more exploration next time" said my friend to keep her calm. but she still crying. I though this situation has touch her heart so deeply. maybe sometime, when I got this situation, I'll do the same thing like her. crying to pouring all the sadness. that's normal. that's human nature.

one of my old story about feeling regret is when I got failed for the scholarship selection a few years ago. in that times, I really want and need that scholarship. I try very hard for the selection. I do praying a lot for asking God to granting my wishes. but finally, He still don't give me what I want.
am I cried? absolutely yes!

I pushed my self to trying harder than before. is there's something wrong with my plan? I guess not. why? because when you got failed in the first step, you need to make a second more bigger and higher than before. so, I change my target, I change my goal, I do change my way to get what I want. and the more important thing, I believe with my self that I can make it and always be positive thinking with God's way. then finally, the biggest result is coming in the best time and situation for me. Oooh God, how beautiful it is??

Now, I understand how God's accepted everything that we hope. He may don't give what we want, but He give what we need. in the right time, right place, and right way. that's the rule!
Subhanallah :)    




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