Vania's World

Dear me, surprise! I'm back. It's almost 2 years since my late post on this blog. I admit it, I was so lazy to write and to share anything again. But today, this kind of miss is back. Thanks to Allah I still alive until this day. So many things also happened in these 2 years past. Let count the biggest thing that all around the world knowing it as a pandemic (corona virus). It's really terrible. If you ask what the impact of the pandemic to me, of course my job. Travel agency is the things that had so much impact by this situation. I can't go abroad for work, every country try to survive their own. But lately today, everything try to recovery and back to (normal) again. Aamiin. Is this page sound bored? Sorry, I just tell you a part of my story if you want to know :) But what is going on in these 2 years? Hmmm.. I'm not really sure I can share it everything here. But being alive, healthy, surrounded by the people that I love a.k.a my family, I must be really thanks ...

Aku hanya bisa memandang dari kejauhan Tampak punggungmu yang sedang menunduk sembari mengerjakan sesuatu Aku tau, pikiranmu tidak sedang ada di situ Juga hatimu yang kini sedang menahan pilu Allah pasti sangat sayang kepadamu Diberikannya cobaan yang begitu dahsyat pada tubuh mungil itu Aku ingin datang mendekat, memeluk dengan erat, dan menagis bersamamu Aku ingin duduk mendegarkan, agar bebanmu tak lagi terasa begitu berat Ternyata Allah sedang sayang-sayangnya kepadamu Semoga kamu memaknai proses ini juga demikian Kamu tau kan, Ia tidak akan membebani suatu kaum diluar kemampuan hambanya. Itu tandanya kamu mampu Kamu hanya perlu mengikuti alurNya Selalu ingat, sabar dan shalat adalah satu-satunya penolong Apa aku sudah seperti orang bijak saja menuliskan ini untukmu? Bukan. Sama sekali bukan. Aku hanya sedang memberi tahu, bahwa akupun sama berjuangnya denganmu pada pertempuran yang lain Hanya saja medan tempur kita yang berbeda Tapi kita punya senjata yang sama Sabar dan shalat Ak...

Hai, apa kabar? Hari ini aku hanya ingin menulis. Menulis apa saja Sebab hari ini aku sedang rindu Rindu pada siapa saja Kamu pernah seperti ini juga kan? Tidak ada cerita yang ingin spesifik aku ceritakan Hanya menulis Sebab obatku untuk segala ketidaktahuanuntukmelakukanapaataumenjelaskanapa adalah dengan menulis. Sulit ya membacanya? Maaf, aku hanya sedang iseng saja

Halo kak. Apa kabar? Hari ini aku serupa bertemu denganmu. Tapi bukan. Bukan sepertimu. Hanya waktu yang berulang sama seperti waktu itu. Juga tempat yang sama denganmu waktu itu. Aku bertemu lagi dengan waktu dan tempat yang pernah menjadi milikmu. Tapi tetap saja. Itu bukan kamu. Hanya seorang teman baik yang bernasib sama sepertimu. Ini aneh. Seperti masih ada saja yang tersisa. Tidak adil kan? Mengapa harus aku yang seperti ini. Katamu, dulu kita hanya terpisah waktu 6 jam. Tapi mengapa ini lebih lama. 6 tahun. Siapa yang harus kusalahkan?

It's a couple month. Running a year since I finished my own writing. Time pass by with a lot of talk, but I don't. Like standing besides the cliff, with a hundred sheer of stone. No words can came out from the lips. It's locked. But my mind still working. They work together with a heart. 10.57 I finished with my pen. closing a tinny book while sitting in the corner of the airport. waiting for my next flight. Is always another adventure begin from this place. A man who standing in front of me getting his own backpack too. We didn't know each other. but I guess we have the same route. Gate H is 5 meter from this chair. More than hundred, including me start to make a line. I keep the boarding pass tight, between the green passport. It's Indonesian, my country sign. I'm looking around. Judging everyone by their expression. I guess not everyone in this place right now are happy for doing this journey. Some are travel happily, some other maybe wi...

Should woman do travel? I'll be easy to say that I SHOULD ! But why? you just a woman, is that important to travel the world? You just finally end as a mother and take care of your family, don't you? Is not a wrong question I guess, but in other hand I've a good answer for it. " Yes, finally I'll be end as a mother, a wife, BUT mother who has a lot of experiences to share, a lot of friends to have, a lot of memories that can stick on my mind for my entire life, a lot of language to know, and a lot of places that I've been visited. Don't you think it'll be more fun? " As a woman, also a muslim, I really greatful to have this bravery feeling to travel around the world. and of course I do having my wonderful and amazing mother. Let's ask to our mom, did she didn't even worry having a little girl in their life. Also we know of course, it's not that easy to carry us as their little lovely daughter in this modern life. But h...