Vania's World

Aku hanya bisa memandang dari kejauhan Tampak punggungmu yang sedang menunduk sembari mengerjakan sesuatu Aku tau, pikiranmu tidak sedang ada di situ Juga hatimu yang kini sedang menahan pilu Allah pasti sangat sayang kepadamu Diberikannya cobaan yang begitu dahsyat pada tubuh mungil itu Aku ingin datang mendekat, memeluk dengan erat, dan menagis bersamamu Aku ingin duduk mendegarkan, agar bebanmu tak lagi terasa begitu berat Ternyata Allah sedang sayang-sayangnya kepadamu Semoga kamu memaknai proses ini juga demikian Kamu tau kan, Ia tidak akan membebani suatu kaum diluar kemampuan hambanya. Itu tandanya kamu mampu Kamu hanya perlu mengikuti alurNya Selalu ingat, sabar dan shalat adalah satu-satunya penolong Apa aku sudah seperti orang bijak saja menuliskan ini untukmu? Bukan. Sama sekali bukan. Aku hanya sedang memberi tahu, bahwa akupun sama berjuangnya denganmu pada pertempuran yang lain Hanya saja medan tempur kita yang berbeda Tapi kita punya senjata yang sama Sabar dan shalat Ak...

Hai, apa kabar? Hari ini aku hanya ingin menulis. Menulis apa saja Sebab hari ini aku sedang rindu Rindu pada siapa saja Kamu pernah seperti ini juga kan? Tidak ada cerita yang ingin spesifik aku ceritakan Hanya menulis Sebab obatku untuk segala ketidaktahuanuntukmelakukanapaataumenjelaskanapa adalah dengan menulis. Sulit ya membacanya? Maaf, aku hanya sedang iseng saja

Halo kak. Apa kabar? Hari ini aku serupa bertemu denganmu. Tapi bukan. Bukan sepertimu. Hanya waktu yang berulang sama seperti waktu itu. Juga tempat yang sama denganmu waktu itu. Aku bertemu lagi dengan waktu dan tempat yang pernah menjadi milikmu. Tapi tetap saja. Itu bukan kamu. Hanya seorang teman baik yang bernasib sama sepertimu. Ini aneh. Seperti masih ada saja yang tersisa. Tidak adil kan? Mengapa harus aku yang seperti ini. Katamu, dulu kita hanya terpisah waktu 6 jam. Tapi mengapa ini lebih lama. 6 tahun. Siapa yang harus kusalahkan?

It's a couple month. Running a year since I finished my own writing. Time pass by with a lot of talk, but I don't. Like standing besides the cliff, with a hundred sheer of stone. No words can came out from the lips. It's locked. But my mind still working. They work together with a heart. 10.57 I finished with my pen. closing a tinny book while sitting in the corner of the airport. waiting for my next flight. Is always another adventure begin from this place. A man who standing in front of me getting his own backpack too. We didn't know each other. but I guess we have the same route. Gate H is 5 meter from this chair. More than hundred, including me start to make a line. I keep the boarding pass tight, between the green passport. It's Indonesian, my country sign. I'm looking around. Judging everyone by their expression. I guess not everyone in this place right now are happy for doing this journey. Some are travel happily, some other maybe wi...

Should woman do travel? I'll be easy to say that I SHOULD ! But why? you just a woman, is that important to travel the world? You just finally end as a mother and take care of your family, don't you? Is not a wrong question I guess, but in other hand I've a good answer for it. " Yes, finally I'll be end as a mother, a wife, BUT mother who has a lot of experiences to share, a lot of friends to have, a lot of memories that can stick on my mind for my entire life, a lot of language to know, and a lot of places that I've been visited. Don't you think it'll be more fun? " As a woman, also a muslim, I really greatful to have this bravery feeling to travel around the world. and of course I do having my wonderful and amazing mother. Let's ask to our mom, did she didn't even worry having a little girl in their life. Also we know of course, it's not that easy to carry us as their little lovely daughter in this modern life. But h...

06.20 As usual routine, I cross the street with my little sister. Bring her to the junior high school every weekdays. My black motorbike are running trough this memorable place. No, not about the street I guess, but something beside it. I put my eyes peeping into a tree. A tree? yes, a tree. with yellow leaves, an old branch that going to die, maybe. Just one tree. Why it's look so different? "In our town is autumn too, not only yours right there" he said. "How could be possible? We don't have any that season I guess" "You don't believe me? Just wait, if I cross that street again tomorrow, I'll let you know. I'm not lying at all". He put a smile emoticon after the text. But it's a bit weird, I smile trough his words. And now I smile again, after 5 years pass by. Only by watching that tree. even though in different street, different city like yours. What's wrong with me? Did I still miss you? I wipe that stupid things. Th...

Traveling, it leaves you speechless, then turns you into storyteller – Ibn Batuta. When I am reading, I always like to find many inspirational quotes from the writer. You know why? Because sometimes I get a supported, advices, or lessons from them directly. Maybe at first they (the writer) didn’t know if some words that coming up from their mind can give a motivation for other people who read their creation to do the same, nor, just a simple thing can make an influence to other. But that is the fact I guess. Like Ibn Batuta said before, I felt it was happened to me. I told you, my experience is my own teacher. What I saw in other places, what I did in any situation are kind of my own story. Thought I knew, every single of us had their own story from the journey absolutely. Look at under my blog name, I wrote some words that actually describing about my focus of life. Just a simple of three sentences. “Keep learning, keep sharing, keep traveling”. Did I ever tell you how it ca...